Still laying around naked at 1 in the afternoon after looking amazing all night and seeing the best band in the world is a wonderful feeling. Also amazing morning sex to your beautiful boyfriend who is now making you your favorite breakfast is the best feeling in the world.
I had a great night, and a perfect morning. No Doubt was amazing in concert. I didn't know what i expected but this surpass it by far. They were as good if not better than Radiohead's Concert last summer. Gwen was amazing!
Ugh i should get dressed. I need to find a job this weekend. Start working. I so don't want to. I have four more days of class. Sad faces all around.
Back to happy things i am going to put on something sexy and pretend to help Ravel with breakfast i suppose. :)
I love him.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Platinum Blonde Life
I am going to see NO DOUBT today! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHH!
That is all.
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHH!
That is all.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
I am just a girl.
Vegetarian Burgers and a couple of broccoli quiches later and i think i feel better. I still wish i could of had my girls' weekend. Gone out with Luriel, Regine, and Julia shopped buy beautiful clothes from circa 77. I am sad.
I talked to Dan last night. Dan is a great friend. I should make him brownies! I just like making desserts.
So Brandon, Regine, and Dan oh and me are going to watch some movie Regine wants to watch and i think i should make something great to eat. Hopefully Sebs will come too. I mean he lives with Dan anyways. I think that was a good choice for both of them.
I wanna graduate now. As in tomorrow.
I should play fable. That sound super fun!! Killing Rampages!! BEGIN!
I talked to Dan last night. Dan is a great friend. I should make him brownies! I just like making desserts.
So Brandon, Regine, and Dan oh and me are going to watch some movie Regine wants to watch and i think i should make something great to eat. Hopefully Sebs will come too. I mean he lives with Dan anyways. I think that was a good choice for both of them.
I wanna graduate now. As in tomorrow.
I should play fable. That sound super fun!! Killing Rampages!! BEGIN!
Laura is tired!
I am fucking annoyed at repeating myself. I am tired of always being the guilty child. I am tired of always being the bad guy and the one to blame. I am tired of not being noticed as what kind of person i really am. I am not that girl or this girl. I am a different new one in a million girls and i want what i give.
I am fucking tired.
I am fucking tired.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
GET YOUR ASS ON THE FLOOR!!
I wasn't late. Either of the last two days. BTW. I rock. I FUCKING ROCK.
I love Uffie, by the way listen to her you should. I need to make a swimsuit. I also want to buy this SUPER cute ass dress from Circa 77. That place is way to fucking awesome.
I might look like a part of a fucking love connection in all that vintage wear however.
Ok but really i wanna go out and buy some material for a swim suit.
I love Uffie, by the way listen to her you should. I need to make a swimsuit. I also want to buy this SUPER cute ass dress from Circa 77. That place is way to fucking awesome.
I might look like a part of a fucking love connection in all that vintage wear however.
Ok but really i wanna go out and buy some material for a swim suit.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
"Some seemed like enough."
Well today sucked, but why wouldn't it?
My project came out lame, i don't like dye. I like pigments. Straight froward sharp pigments none of that weird ass four hour dye bullshit.
I slept for five hours after school and somehow thing that should allow me to be lame and not go to bed until after midnight. I would bet a dollar however that i am late for class in doing so.
So putting mushrooms on things seems to fix whatever art related problems i have.
Yesterday, while i can still call it that. I made some super neat print. With of course pigment and no mushrooms. I but octopuses and other Laura and Ravel related symbols.
I wish Dead Like Me would load fast enough that i could watch it without the feeling of needing to do other things. Like write random last minute thoughts into an online blog. But at last it does not. You however seem to bored or could i even say interested, no i take that back, to get a shit.
Ravel is out. I wish my summer was being funner, like his. I feel like i hit a time wrap and ended up in kindergarten again. I know WTF? but really, i take a sack lunch with a pizza lunchable, it's the same time of day and honestly all day i only work for my professor to notice i'm doing something and praise me. I really am that lame. I eat by myself everyday, as i decided not to make friends since i honestly think i am really bad at that.
I find myself thinking about running off and living in a new town by myself, getting a job and not being with people. I don't do good with friends. Especially when they have to grow up and live a life i'm no longer a huge part of.
I wish it would just stay crappy 2nd year forever. Luriel and me hanging out in the lobby, with all the lobby people. All my friends, I made a ton of friends all at once and now BAM! gone. Graduating, Apartments, Growing up, and leaving me behind. Jessica wouldn't visit me and all i want is to see her.
Almost 12. I'm going to ruin everything. My bedtime and tomorrow i'll be late because of it. The front door has opened three times and none of which were for me. No one answers their phones. I don't answer mine either but that is also why i said no one.
It's sad to think i only have 50 in savings. I could drive as far as i could and never find a place to sleep with that. Not a place i would accept. Stupid ugly girls have funner times during their late teens and definitely when they should be in college. I looked up the stupid ugly girl i made fun of most of my high school career.
She still lives with her parents and smokes crack. She is still just as ugly and probably even stupider, and i would bet money she cries at night when she checks my myspace and finds out i'm in college and living the "life." However it still pisses me off that i was born with all these blacks and whites, goods and evils, morals and shit that i think it is fun to sleep somewhere bedsides my physical bed. That i wake up at night and think how it would be wrong for me not to have children because it's too selfish, however good because i am keeping "them" from harm and dangers in the world. Who else at this age gives a fuck about where or not it is right to raise children? If i do have children/ child, Everything has to change. All my fucking plans, i finally outta fucking no where decided i should have.
This created a new fear. I had no plans because Ravel was doing to dump me and i wasn't going to have a live with him anyhow and then it was our one year dating thing and now i have plans.
We will make it to two years and then it will end. Everyone leaves after 2 years of me. Boyfriends, but most of all friends. That's the problem of making a ton of new friends at once.
"It's ten shades of suck that's what it is"
It still is not done loading but i think i am done whinnying. So...
night. i'll tell you if i was late tomorrow.
My project came out lame, i don't like dye. I like pigments. Straight froward sharp pigments none of that weird ass four hour dye bullshit.
I slept for five hours after school and somehow thing that should allow me to be lame and not go to bed until after midnight. I would bet a dollar however that i am late for class in doing so.
So putting mushrooms on things seems to fix whatever art related problems i have.
Yesterday, while i can still call it that. I made some super neat print. With of course pigment and no mushrooms. I but octopuses and other Laura and Ravel related symbols.
I wish Dead Like Me would load fast enough that i could watch it without the feeling of needing to do other things. Like write random last minute thoughts into an online blog. But at last it does not. You however seem to bored or could i even say interested, no i take that back, to get a shit.
Ravel is out. I wish my summer was being funner, like his. I feel like i hit a time wrap and ended up in kindergarten again. I know WTF? but really, i take a sack lunch with a pizza lunchable, it's the same time of day and honestly all day i only work for my professor to notice i'm doing something and praise me. I really am that lame. I eat by myself everyday, as i decided not to make friends since i honestly think i am really bad at that.
I find myself thinking about running off and living in a new town by myself, getting a job and not being with people. I don't do good with friends. Especially when they have to grow up and live a life i'm no longer a huge part of.
I wish it would just stay crappy 2nd year forever. Luriel and me hanging out in the lobby, with all the lobby people. All my friends, I made a ton of friends all at once and now BAM! gone. Graduating, Apartments, Growing up, and leaving me behind. Jessica wouldn't visit me and all i want is to see her.
Almost 12. I'm going to ruin everything. My bedtime and tomorrow i'll be late because of it. The front door has opened three times and none of which were for me. No one answers their phones. I don't answer mine either but that is also why i said no one.
It's sad to think i only have 50 in savings. I could drive as far as i could and never find a place to sleep with that. Not a place i would accept. Stupid ugly girls have funner times during their late teens and definitely when they should be in college. I looked up the stupid ugly girl i made fun of most of my high school career.
She still lives with her parents and smokes crack. She is still just as ugly and probably even stupider, and i would bet money she cries at night when she checks my myspace and finds out i'm in college and living the "life." However it still pisses me off that i was born with all these blacks and whites, goods and evils, morals and shit that i think it is fun to sleep somewhere bedsides my physical bed. That i wake up at night and think how it would be wrong for me not to have children because it's too selfish, however good because i am keeping "them" from harm and dangers in the world. Who else at this age gives a fuck about where or not it is right to raise children? If i do have children/ child, Everything has to change. All my fucking plans, i finally outta fucking no where decided i should have.
This created a new fear. I had no plans because Ravel was doing to dump me and i wasn't going to have a live with him anyhow and then it was our one year dating thing and now i have plans.
We will make it to two years and then it will end. Everyone leaves after 2 years of me. Boyfriends, but most of all friends. That's the problem of making a ton of new friends at once.
"It's ten shades of suck that's what it is"
It still is not done loading but i think i am done whinnying. So...
night. i'll tell you if i was late tomorrow.
Monday, May 18, 2009
Rugs over Robots
So i survived my parents house once again, but i wasn't so afraid this of not coming back alive. I am being forced into an idea of becoming an adult, not so much a young young baby barely adult. So I think it is better in that sense. Plus i haven't done anything to show i won't make it, beside my whole incapability to realize when i am being ripped off. Such as New Media Arts. Fuck Robots! I would like to make rugs over robots any day.
But yesterday we when to the creepy ass Natural History Museum and Science Place Museum. We also when to Steak and Shakes, Ravel need some steak after a week with a family of vegetarians. I can't blame him. So i got super yummy banana shake, and it was so worth going!! Then Kevin and Camille came over and we swam. It was too cold to stay in to long. I need to buy sun screen.
Oh yesterday's yesterday was my Grandma Green's Birthday! I love her! She is the best grandma a kid could have and she is a super awesome Artist! I wanna be like her in so many ways.
I need to get dressed, well put on make-up, brush my hair and eat to be honest. I have my first day of school today. Experimental Screen Printing. It's going to be super duper awesomeness!!!!
But yesterday we when to the creepy ass Natural History Museum and Science Place Museum. We also when to Steak and Shakes, Ravel need some steak after a week with a family of vegetarians. I can't blame him. So i got super yummy banana shake, and it was so worth going!! Then Kevin and Camille came over and we swam. It was too cold to stay in to long. I need to buy sun screen.
Oh yesterday's yesterday was my Grandma Green's Birthday! I love her! She is the best grandma a kid could have and she is a super awesome Artist! I wanna be like her in so many ways.
I need to get dressed, well put on make-up, brush my hair and eat to be honest. I have my first day of school today. Experimental Screen Printing. It's going to be super duper awesomeness!!!!
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