We're so glad that you have come back.

I haven't written in for awhile. It finally feels like i am in school. The work load is right is what i mean. I have tons of things to do this weekend, as of last. I am however going to make myself do date night and not forget.
Valentine's Day was a dream. Ravel made me breakfast is bed. He bought me Vampire Weekend's new record on vinyl, of course. We went to see Wolfman, but ended up getting free pass tickets so we will have to go some other time. We ate pizza at our special pizza place we use to always eat at. We have a special pre-dating, 2nd time dating, and a now that were ex's again pizza place. I think we should always have tons of special pizza joins. Anyways, I got candy and flowers and stuff. We watched tv and then he had to go to work, when he came home he was super excited about going to Las Vegas. He thinks he should have two tickets in two months. We are going to stay a whole week in a hotel on the strip. I am so excited. I love it there.

I feel great about Ravel and me, I think i may start letting him call me his. He is the greatest. I love everything about this boy, and he has dusted himself off nicely after this little bump we had in our relationship. What is life all about if we don't make a couple of mistakes and no one forgives us. I know i've messed up in my life, i have a past most don't know anything about, you have to be able to forgive. I don't know how much i have competely forgiven, however something in my soul says i need to be here in the place that i am and i have never felt this way with any of my other lovers.

I am just really glad Ravel is still around. He makes my days better. Even when we fight, I am still happier with him around for now then i am without him. There is still something he is suppose to be here for, I know it.

We've lived in bars and danced on tables, hotels, trains, and ships that sailed. Swim with sharks and fly with Aeroplanes in the air.