Update.

It's almost summer and boy do Ravel and i have plans for it. We are going camping soon to start and we are hitting up all the bars, going to go to clubs in dallas, museums, of and of course Lady Fucking GAGA! Oh yeah in those 15 minutes the tickets were on sale, I fucking got tickets. 2 amazing seats for me and my Alejandro. Who i am begging to wear a bubble suit but it's not looking like its going to happen. I think it's worth a free ticket to the Most Amazing Lady Gaga. I was watching videos on the tubes of the monster ball and i am now dieing to be there already.

Oh and after that i have a little trip to Vegas, by car, so we are going to hit up Roswell and that big dumb hole the Grand Canyon, the boy wants to go. We have enough for the Luxor's spa room for a couple of nights, and that's before the summer. I can't wait.

Ravel turned in his amazing photo portfolio and we get answers on tuesday. We are living together next year. I am graduating in Spring 2011. I think so far i am the only fibers kiddo doing so that semester, which means i will have a solo senior show which would be amazing.

I only have one more class to sign up for ever.

My Sister had the cutest baby boy ever! I love them both so much.

Everything is great and happy and peaceful and now that school is over way less stressful.

2 years.

Yesterday was Ravel and my 2 year. I have known this boy for 2 and 1/2 years and dated him for almost all of that. He asked me back out and i said yes. I love him. I think i am ready to try this again. It will be better this time. He is better then ever.
My mom says she is glad all this shit happened, since he is better then before. He wants marriage and children, which children isn't ever going to happen. haha. But my Ravel and forever. He says I am the one, and i happen to agree with him. So one more shot and that's it, that is all.
You have to forgive the ones you love and today i can say i have.

We're so glad that you have come back.

I haven't written in for awhile. It finally feels like i am in school. The work load is right is what i mean. I have tons of things to do this weekend, as of last. I am however going to make myself do date night and not forget.
Valentine's Day was a dream. Ravel made me breakfast is bed. He bought me Vampire Weekend's new record on vinyl, of course. We went to see Wolfman, but ended up getting free pass tickets so we will have to go some other time. We ate pizza at our special pizza place we use to always eat at. We have a special pre-dating, 2nd time dating, and a now that were ex's again pizza place. I think we should always have tons of special pizza joins. Anyways, I got candy and flowers and stuff. We watched tv and then he had to go to work, when he came home he was super excited about going to Las Vegas. He thinks he should have two tickets in two months. We are going to stay a whole week in a hotel on the strip. I am so excited. I love it there.

I feel great about Ravel and me, I think i may start letting him call me his. He is the greatest. I love everything about this boy, and he has dusted himself off nicely after this little bump we had in our relationship. What is life all about if we don't make a couple of mistakes and no one forgives us. I know i've messed up in my life, i have a past most don't know anything about, you have to be able to forgive. I don't know how much i have competely forgiven, however something in my soul says i need to be here in the place that i am and i have never felt this way with any of my other lovers.

I am just really glad Ravel is still around. He makes my days better. Even when we fight, I am still happier with him around for now then i am without him. There is still something he is suppose to be here for, I know it.

We've lived in bars and danced on tables, hotels, trains, and ships that sailed. Swim with sharks and fly with Aeroplanes in the air.

I am the best.

Cat Power is Love.

I can't wait until Valentine's Day. I can't wait to see what surprise Ravel has in store! I finished my Valentine's Day shopping today. I think. I might make him another stuff animal, since he loves Scopey the Moosey so much. I made this adorable moose outta socks and Ravel fucking loves it. It's like our baby. Every night he sleeps with it and it is the cutest.

This weekend is the big food making weekend! Homemade crepes and cupcakes, oranges and fruit, and whatever the boy has planned. So far i just need to design a piece of repetitive fabric and finish doing my heddles. I also need to plan out/ embroider my towelettes. I told Leslie my idea for the first project and she loved it so much. I think this is the most excited i've seen her at one of my ideas.

I am glad i could Ravel's advice. He said i should do more subject matter pop art then my color scheme. So i thought of the genius idea, and now i am using what he said too. I need to do more reseach this weekend. I was scared i would start this semester off bad because of dumb dirty paper bags, but i am still a fibers god. I have two As in science already, I got a B in stupid dpb, which isn't fucking right. I am an A student. If i can't get an A in dirty paper bags then everything is stupid. Whatever it was my first project, and i got the highest grade from the people i talked to.
Fabrics is my calling class, so we might as well just type in an A and pass me. Weaving is by far my real love, and thus i know i will get an A in there too. I am a Fibers God! I am also divine to be completely modest.

Ravel and me went to Dallas and saw a photographer lecturer tonight at the DMA, and it was almost. I wish we could of hung out in Dallas a little more, it was so nice and pretty. I liked getting out of Denton even if it was only a couple of hours.

Ok well that's enough.

Dean's Honor Roll and Ravey Stuff

So i am on the Dean's Honor roll, i get an award sometime this week. I can't wait. My mother was so excited and proud of me. Ravel was too. Ravel made us (me) Guinness Cupcakes with Bailey's Frosting and they were sooo fucking good. Everyone should try to make them. Ravel should start a baking company.
We had a fight, which always sucks, but we needed to this year. I would think it weird if we didn't fight once in January.
But he can't let me go and i don't think i am going to be going at this point. He better treat me to a fancy valentine's day. He has work at night so we are going to have a valentine's day DAY. I am excited. I will miss the Cheaters Marathon now. Which is super sad! I really love that show. I like making Ravel watch it with me. We laugh and make fun of people.
I have one more hour to wait for him. I am going to make him rub my back, yay!

I am happy, which is what really matters with stuff in life. Ravel is great, and maybe back to stay. He is still saving shit tons of money for vegas and i put away forty. My mother is still on my ass about not getting married in Vegas. I can't remember if i typed about that. My mother said she would be super pissed if Ravel and me got married, but only because she couldn't be there. I did however look to see how much stuff like that was in Vegas. Hahahaha. I was just wondering. I think it would be funny to elope and never tell anyone. Ravel and me talk about how we could get our vows renewed and no one would realize if was not our first wedding.

We need to have dinner with my sister and her husband sometime soon too. Speaking of people who are really married.

I want Ravel to get here so we can finally go to sleep.

Teen Love Quiz Book

I am waiting on Regine and i thought i would type in. We are going out. Not really for fun but whatever. Then i am meeting up with Ravel tonight. He woke up and made me homemade crepes for breakfast.

I when to The Rachofsky House today, in which you have to be invited to go. It's a private home, and not really a museum. I love it. It was so amazing and wonderful. I loved the house everything was in way more than the art, but i'm not really a contemporary art fan. There was one by Paul McCarthy, which was amazing.

I skipped paper bag class and also science to go, but it's not like i may ever be invited again. So it's worth it.

I am done with all my homework, except paper bags- which is due Thursday. Lame.

I am leaving.